KatyDidSays

I’ve been kind of neglectful of tumblr lately, so here are some things:

• Christmas was okay, but I’m really glad it’s over. If it can’t be exactly the way I want it, I don’t really want it at all. I’m working on that. Kind of.

• I’ve been spending too much time lately worrying about too many things, but sometimes I feel like my life is like the few seconds when you’re skidding on ice, right before impact, when you know it’s going to happen but you’re just not sure how bad it’s going to be.

• I need a full-time job. This funemployed thing is getting old.

• I have a half a case of Southern Tier IPAs in my fridge, which is kind of a bright spot, but as soon as I drink them I’ll do something I regret. Like eat an entire bag of Chex Mix or sleep with someone who’s married.

• Sometimes I wonder if I’m ever going to stop making bad decisions or if I’m just going to excel at that the rest of my life. I’m not sure I completely care either way. I also wonder if I’m ever going to finish Infinite Jest or if it’s just going to stay on my coffee table until I move again.

• I keep telling myself everything is going to be okay, but the truth is it might not be. I’ll adapt because that’s what you do, but it doesn’t mean everything is okay. I should stop telling myself that and find an alternative. If I think of something creative I’ll let you know.

• These bullet points were hard. Way harder than reblogging cat pictures, so don’t expect much else for a long time. I try not to complain a lot because, frankly, it’s fucking annoying, but it’s my blog and I’ll be annoying if I want to.

• I liked all your Christmas tree pics, jerks. I didn’t put mine up this year so I’m glad you did.